The cycle of life.

Weirdest fucking dream last night..

I was at my friends house, on my way home i got pulled over and the cop got into my car and we started packing bowls & then we went to his house and fucked his wife & after he went back to work and me and his wife went to a casino…


WHAT. THE. FUCK.  

Scratch that.

Over the last 2 days i’ve parachuted about 30 MG of xanax.


Good going Enrique.

Now im gonna be in a horrible fucking mood this weekend because my next prescription wont be ready till monday 

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WHY CANT I STOP DOING DRUGS 

First appointment with my therapist.

At the end he said “This is really an interesting case. I’m very interested in talking to you further and helping you.”



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I’m a person. not a case file number. 

Xanax

That little xanax kick i went through scared me 5-10mg a day!

Glad to say i picked up 60 last week and i’ve only taken like 4 so far!

Just thought this is an excellent entry for my blog.

drinkthepain-away:

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Bahhahaa. everytime i see cowgirl it reminds me of the first time i fucked a girl. Made the bitch face away. Reverse cowgirl ftw, didin’t wanna look at her face(i’m gay :c)

Omg, hahahaha. Bless your soul lmao 

I love being a pothead.

Been out of weed since wednesday and just tore my room apart looking for some herb and i found a jar with a half gram nug in it!

HALLELUJER  

Dealing with drug dealers

Is always an awkward experience.

I dont talk much and they all like to fucking talk. like fuck.

give me my shit and fuck off. 

WEEEEEEEEEEEED

My medical card expired like a month ago and i’ve been smoking nothing but shake the whole time until me and my brother bought a quarter this weekend, holy fuck. I didint realize how much i missed some true OG shit till my mouth watered with my first hit.


I kinda wanna go get a job just so i can start buying real weed again. =D 

No weed, no xanax, no fucking life.

Being sober is no fun.

 I guess ill get drunk tonight.